Ika Akika

Heartless much?

I dont want to talk about it. Dont want to talk to anyone and keep silence. But, behind this stupid smile, Im just an ordinary broken hearted person. I was in a bad condition starting last week. Plus, lack of sleep. I remember when staying up until midnight was hard to do, now its a bad habit. No one will ever understand why. I never want to make you feels bad just because Im sick. Well at least show some care. Even being in a relationship is not helping. I really really want to move on now :) I rather being single than being ignore. And dont talk to me because you’re bored, Im not here to entertain you. Pathetic much? The truth hurts and lies worse. How can I give anymore when I love you a little less than before? Same as you. You never try and needed me as much as I do. Thanks for your honesty. You dont love me anymore, I know. Im deactivated my Facebook again today. I found it lame and too much drama. Goodbyes always hurt, and truth is, I’ll never be prepared for them. I wanna say sorry for all the things that went wrong. ‘Cause there are things that we dont want to happen, but have to accept. And people we cant live without, but have to let go.

The sky isn’t always blue. The sun doesn’t always shine. It’s okay to fall apart sometimes. We should give each other some space.