Ika Akika

Pathetic.

I hope what I did to you has never affected your life….but I would think that it did in some way. How could it not? I was terribly wrong, I am sorry, and I hope you have not suffered in any way because of me. I know I screw up a lot and Im probably the worst gf in the world but I’d really love it if you forgive me. I never realize how bad I messed up until I remember all those moments that we knew there was no one else in the world we could trust more. Im sorry for the hard time I’ve given you lately , and you’re a good guy, you don’t deserved to be treated this way by me or anyone. I understand that you are sick of the lies and sick of me. I know you feel this time is no different to any of the other times, but it is. I don’t know how to show you that and I hope this helps. I am so sorry for ruining what we had. I will constantly live in regret and have empty dreams of what could have been. You truly were my life. I treasure all the memories and thank you for the happy times.

You understand me more than anyone else and I hope that we can still be friends just like before. I know you just replaced me with someone else. Not just once. But stop talking bad behind my back. I let you choose. It’s your choice and I hope you’re happy with it.

The conclusion is, I just MOVE ON. Even if it’s hard to do :) Im cool with that.